- Very First Time
I recently had to write to some body and tell them what’s happened, so that as the first person We ever endured intercourse with, you are the only real individual i believe would determine what’s happened certainly to me.
You keep in mind just just how great it absolutely was the time we got drunk and had been fooling around from the settee and discovered we were both homosexual? You keep in mind just just how great it felt/tasted whenever we were matures naked suckin each other off and shot in one another’s mouths at precisely the exact same time? I experienced another experience just like that this week-end! Jesus, i am stiff and drippin now, simply recalling it and trying to compose it all straight down here on the pc, it to you! Damn so I can Email! I am hoping I’m able to cope with all of this before i need to again go jack off!
Mike, I became when you look at the Tobacco shop over on principal St. On Saturday early morning. You understand the smell is loved by me of tobacco, though I do not such as the style from it. I happened to be walking by here on your way up to The Gap to have some jeans that are new. Well, i possibly could smell the tobacco exterior before we also surely got to the shop, because it had been hot in addition they had the doorways available. Therefore I just wandered in and seemed around. There was clearly no body there however the clerk, and then he ended up being regarding the phone, therefore I went to the humidor and looked over most of the cigars; boy, that is a SMELL i really like! I quickly had been out raising the lids from the jars of tobacco, simply inhaling that wonderful pipeline tobacco odor, if this guy moved in. He had been about 50 i suppose, anyhow he seemed become about because old as your dad, their hair and beard had been switching grey. He had been putting on a leather-based vest, a fabric coat, black jeans and big black colored shoes, together with on a fabric limit. He appeared as if those leather-based dudes we utilized to appreciate into the magazines that are gay simply older. I did not spend attention that is much him, I became too engrossed when you look at the tobacco I happened to be smelling. He went to the humidor, and had been selecting some cigars, therefore I went right straight back directly into see what he had been doing. We made like I became choosing the cigar, too.
“Smell great, do not they, son? ” he asked, which astonished me personally.
We had not noticed him having to pay any awareness of me personally, I became simply experiencing the odor, i assume it was noticed by him. “Yeah, they really do smell great! ” we responded. “They taste better yet, ” he stated, choosing several cigars out of the package. “I do not look after the flavor, i recently just like the scent associated with the tobacco additionally the smoke, ” we stated. He provided me with an appearance then that simply made me personally melt, you realize, when some guy appears straight into your eyes and to your heart? I’m not sure just just just what he had been thinkin, but I became pretty much to melt, right right here had been an adult guy conversing with me in a humidor, as we wanted if we both knew what. “You need to get smell what they are like once I smoke cigarettes one? ” he asked as he had been making the humidor. “Oh, yeah! I would ike to allow you to get one, ” we stated, and I also picked within the one that is biggest i really could find, it had been called a Jeroboam, I would never seen one which big or that black colored. “One of my favorites, ” he stated, in which he place their supply over my neck and wandered me to the money register. I believe the clerk must’ve thought we had been daddy and son. He got about ten cigars, and I also paid for the top one; it are priced at $10.00, I happened to be astonished.
Anyway, he headed us toward the entranceway, and before i must say i discovered the thing that was taking place, he led me to an old take down van parked right outside. He unlocked the sliding home and got in, aided me in and shut the entranceway behind me personally. I happened to be kinda frightened at this time. The van was in fact tailor-made, it had been all carpeted, but dark that is real and I also could see all sorts of chains hanging down from the roof. I did not know very well what We’d got myself into. Whenever my eyes got familiar with the dark, i really could observe that there have been no windows after all, these were all covered up, except there was clearly a skylight types of thing that let in air and light. This person ended up being using the cellophane off the cigar and cutting the end from the cigar. He then handed it for me and stated “Lick it, son, obtain it all damp, makes the cigar burn off more slowly and go longer. ” I’d seen guys repeat this before, therefore I licked all of it over while he got his lighter out. It sort of switched me on to lick their cigar for him. He handed me personally the lighter and revealed me personally just how to work it, I’dn’t seen one quite want it prior to, it made an actual tight blue flame, in contrast to the zippo lighters we utilized as soon as we lit up bones.
Anyhow, he’d their big cigar in his lips, and was suckin I held the lighter, and he had one arm on my shoulder and one on my hand, holding it steady, and I was so nervous I was shakin, but I really loved the smell of that cigar through it while! It had been really neat the real means it made plenty of blue smoke that rose up through the skylight, and I also had been enjoyin havin their fingers on my shoulder as well as on my hand. Once I looked over him, he was lookin right thru me personally once more, and blowin the smoke right at me, and it also made me personally like jelly. I believe he knew I happened to be really stressed. “Relax, son, love this particular smoke! ” He could talk around that big cigar, I became actually getting excited and nervous at one time. The cigar was taken by him away from their lips and blew a cloud of smoke during my face. I simply closed my eyes and breathed it in, also it had been like I happened to be on medications once more, Mike, Goddamn! We became planning to distribute.
Then on me and got my hands behind my back before I knew what was happening, he put a pair of handcuffs. Whenever I had been wanting to shout for assistance, he slipped a gasmask over my mind and got me attached with some chains, and I also occured up and mayn’t escape! I happened to be scared shitless! I became gonna piss during my jeans, I became therefore afraid! I have never ever been that afraid. The thing that is next knew, there is cigar smoke coming for the reason that mask, plus it did actually flake out me, I became poor during the knees and I also would’ve passed away down, nevertheless the chains had been keeping me up, i possibly couldn’t visit a thing or do just about anything.
I quickly felt my chinos being taken down and my shorts, too, and I also knew exactly what he had been as much as. I am a virgin, or at the very least I HAPPENED TO BE a virgin right straight straight back there, therefore I started initially to struggle, and strong hands grabbed me personally tight and held me still since this thick thing pushed against my asshole. The greater I struggled, the tighter I was held by him, while the more we tried to breathe and shout, the greater cigar smoke i obtained during my lung area. It abthereforelutely was so scary therefore exciting, my cock was difficult as a stone, I became sort of switched on like nothing you’ve seen prior and going to cum, but SO SCARED.